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Saturday, March 11th, 2006

Subject:yeah livejournal sucks, but i am bored...
Time:6:01 pm.
yeah laura i got this from you


ABC's
A - Available: not sexually
A - Age: 20
A - Annoyance: my "job"


B - Best Friends: stef and jake
B - Bar: voodoo
B - Birthday: nov 11

C - Car: honda crv
C - Cat: x4

D - Dead Pets Name: cocoa and prancer...love yas
D - Dad's Name: joe
D - Dog: not anymore... :0(

E - Eggs: omelette
E - Email: rachmaxin@yahoo.com

G - Gummy Bears or Worms: bears
G - God: i do believe
G - Good Time: laughing

H - Hair Color: dirrty blonde
H - Height: 5' 10"
H - Happy: most of the time, but when i'm not i'm nutso


I - Ice Cream: = too many cals
I - Instrument: violin
I - Idol: constantine maroulis

J - Jewelry: i like bangles
J - Job: gap and tutor... looking for a job related to my major tho, how bout that

L - Longest Car Ride: florida, it sucked
L - Longest Relationship: almost 5 years, jesus christ
L - Last person you spoke to on the phone: stef

M - Milk: 1%
M - Mother's Name: debbie
M - Movie Last Watched: umm...brokeback mountain... haha

N - Number of Siblings: i guess u could say i have one
N - Northern or Southern: north
N - Name: rachel

O - ONE WISH: to reach my goals...and be happy

P - Part of your appearance that you like best: everything from my belly button up... to be honest
P - Part of your Personality you like best: i'm funny

Q - Question for the next person: what?
Q - Quick or Slow: slow, but once i get it i get it REAL good

R - Reason to smile: the future?
R - Reality TV Show: Project Runway, America's Next Top Model, OC, American Idol
R - Right or Left: right

S - Song Last Heard: i was made for loving you- kiss
S - Season: Spring

T - Time you woke up: um...9:50
T - Time Now: 6:16
T - Time for bed tonight: doesn't matter i don't work tomorrow... what else is new


U - Unknown Fact about me: i can do a mean slow grind w/ the steering wheel
U - U are: rachel?

V - Vegetable you hate: Cucumbers
V - Vegetable you love: onions
V - View on Politics: democrat

W- What do you wanna be when you grow up: an author and therapist and mommy
W- Where are you traveling to next: el salto?

X - X-Rays: my lungs
X - X-Rated Porn: why not
X - XZIBIT: is queer >>> i hear that laura

Y - Year you were born: 1985
Y - Year it is now: 2006

Z - Zoo Animal: monkeys
Z - Zodiac: scorpio
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Thursday, November 10th, 2005

Time:11:44 pm.
Mood: calm.
Music:all because of you-U2.
i have 15 minutes left of being a teen...

that's kinda a big deal to me

in these years i've felt highs and lows like i'm sure i'll never feel again
feelings of love...hate....friendship...anger...fear...rejection...happiness

and i've finally accepted who i am

i've cried hard
and laughed ever harder

i've met people i love who i'll never forget
and people i'd love to forget

i remember being a lil kid... thinking that 20 year olds were SOOOOOOO old... that they should be moved out of their house, maybe married...

and here i am... still feeling like i did when i was 16... looking towards the future, who i will meet, what i will do, what my life will become...




i guess you never really make that switch into being 'old'... maybe you always feel this way

...i hope i always feel this way



goodbye, teens... it's been a wild ride
;0)
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Wednesday, September 21st, 2005

Time:10:04 pm.
i know i never update anymore...

life has been really busy lately...

i've been cramming for tests all week, workin, getting to all of my classes

i barely have time to just sit and think... or even write how my day was anymore

but tonight i want to reflect on somebody...

Cathy L, a lady i delivered meals on wheels to, died on sunday...

i knew that one of these days i'd be reading the paper and there would be the name of someone from MOW... but i didn't realize how sad it would make me feel

her cat just bit stephanie in the foot last thursday...

she was really strict about how to put her meals... the cold one would go "STRAIGHT UP" on a stool... the hot one would have to be on a certain side of the stove...

but she was always so thankful

she was the first person i ever delivered a meal to, and she was always my first stop

i'm gonna miss her
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Thursday, August 25th, 2005

Time:12:19 am.
Mood: thirsty.
Music:spill the wine.

so i've been way busy

and haven't updated for canada or my meeting with the idols. yes i met mr. constantine maroulis :0)

i'm too tired to get into details

but canada was out of control... the most drunken fun i've ever had! )

the american idols concert was awesome... i had the best seats i'll probably ever have at a concert, right in front of the stage... and stef and i managed to get passes to the afterparty... which was where i met them all... everyone was nice, way too good looking, blah blah

the only pic that really matters )

quick update on me you ask...

okay

i'm taking 6 classes... working two jobs- one at gap, one at the writing center... i still do meals on wheels... and TRiO

i work out as much as i can and limit my cals... people tell me i've lost weight... but i'm nowhere near done

basically things are looking up at this point... will it last?

 

 

 

 

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Monday, July 25th, 2005

Time:8:53 am.
Mood: awake.
Music:don't look back in anger- oasis.

boring survey- don't waste your time )

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Sunday, June 26th, 2005

Time:8:27 pm.
Mood: grumpy.
Music:computer's hummmmmmm.
i'm so sick of typing out stat notes...

so today

work was extra gay

'cept i finally got a review

and a raise

and an offer to be a specialist

why not?

2morrow i need to start eating good food again

these last few days have been f-ed up so it threw me off

jake's voicemail worried me a lot...

about bob possibily backing out of canada

i hope that isn't true... cuz i've been looking forward to going so much that i think i would cry if we didn't go

now i'm depressed

so i'm going to finish these damn notes

peace
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Wednesday, June 22nd, 2005

Time:11:32 pm.
the astronomy test was okay...

i probably got a B on it to be honest

oh well

tomorrow is going to be a long day...

meals on wheels, 3 hour stat class, followed by a 3 hour astronomy class

sounds like an f-ing blast

i still have to type up my TRiO notes either tonight or tomorrow

i make life way too hard sometimes w/ all this shit

whatev

ummmmmmmm

i need to workout before MOW tomorrow. i haven't the last 2 days cuz of this damn test

and it's making me depressed

i just won a purse on eBay

it's freaking hott

alright i'm out
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Tuesday, June 21st, 2005

Time:12:09 am.
Mood: determined.
Music:pump it- BEP.
hell yeah, eBay

i wear chanel shades, bitch )


in other news

this week SUCKS

back to studying astronomy...
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Sunday, June 19th, 2005

Time:10:03 pm.

because this is better than the copernican model of retrograde motion...

The game:
List five songs that you are currently digging. It doesn't matter what genre they are from, whether they have words or even if they're any good but they must be songs you're really enjoying right now. Post these instructions, along with each song's artist and title, in your blog. Then tag five other people to see what they're listening to.

1. All These Things That I've Done- The Killers
2. Fix You- Coldplay
3. Two Points For Honesty- Guster
4. Nights On Broadway- Constantine
5. Time- Ben Folds

People:

I think I'm the last person who has done this...

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Saturday, June 18th, 2005

Time:2:23 pm.
Mood: chipper.
Music:some vh1 show from downstairs.
so...i love ebay

i sold my old american idol tickets for almost $200...

and i somehow won a pair of chanel sunglasses with big ass frames for only $35

the high bidder (who bid like $120 for them) decided to pull out after she won

so yeah i got a pair of designer shades for dirt cheap... retail: $275

now that i think of it, this has been a good week

good things:
1- chanel sunglasses... yeah you know about that
2- i missed 2 f-ing questions on my stat test. HELL YEAH
3- my diet is working

bad things:
1- i need to save up money for canada
2- i have an astronomy test on wednesday

i think all of money from ebay will go towards canada...

and i will study for astronomy tomorrow nite...i should type out some stat notes too...

yeah whatev

right now i need to workout before work

lates
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Monday, June 13th, 2005

Time:1:27 pm.

okay

so i am obviously obsessed with john mayer and constantine maroulis...

and that's cuz i like the whole sensitive rocker thing

but what it is about this guy that gets my goat?

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Tuesday, June 7th, 2005

Time:11:53 pm.
Mood: blank.
Music:finally- ce ce peniston.

what me, stef, and jake do when we're bored:a short movie...

Read more... )
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Sunday, June 5th, 2005

Time:10:08 pm.
Mood: crazy.
Music:now i have speed of sound stuck in my head....
today i realized that i like everybody at work

wtf

i mean becky still gets on my nerves, but that is her job... and she's not a people person so i shouldn't let that bother me... cuz i'm not exactly a people person either and i know how hard it is to not appear like a nasty bitch sometimes...

after work i went to maurice's in valpo... i TRIED to find something cute there, i tried on about 10 things that were sorta cute... but ugggh that place has gone down hill... i miss going to maurice's in m'ville and being like wowwwwwww these clothes are awesome!... yeah... not anymore

i wore a sweater to work and it was about 100 degrees when i got outta maurice's so i changed into my new shirt in my car... and it was still really hott... f-ing summer

i decided to go to old navy... where i found some cute polo shirts so i picked 3 of those up (10 bucks a piece with my discount... score!) and a tank top to wear underneath a few of 'em

old navy really isn't as cute as it used to be either

neither is gap

wtf is going on with clothes

is this whole entry about clothes? no

i want the new coldplay album

it sounds awesome

and i didn't even have to TRY to like them either... in fact i tried furiously NOT to like them... just cuz i didn't want to jump on that whole coldplay bandwagon... but omg some of the new songs are amazing

i just want to be driving somewhere far away, pop that CD in, and let it sink in my brain

i love doing that

anyways

i have to do a bunch of shit for TRiO... last meeting's minutes (which is 7 pages long! wtf), revise our constitution, and write some kind of mission statement... ugh

this club is so messed up lately... we do nothing for all this time and then now it's like BAM, do this, do that...

and summer school starts tomorrow... yippy...

and so does a new diet of mine inspired by a girl on MTV who lived off of cottage cheese for a month

don't worry, i'm not that extreme... i need my chocolate sometimes, and my bread... damn carbs

PEACE
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Tuesday, May 31st, 2005

Time:1:03 pm.
Mood: chipper.
Music:change clothes- jayz.

sorry but i was going through pictures on my cam and i just had to to this

LAURA- AMERICA'S NEXT TOP MODEL?

Image hosted by Photobucket.com

yeah i have way too much free time... but you love it

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Thursday, May 26th, 2005

Time:2:48 pm.
i fixed my journal

so all you bitchez can stop complaining

it's a constantine maroulis/bohemian rhapsody theme

and i like it

jealous?
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Sunday, May 15th, 2005

Time:10:31 pm.
Mood: apathetic.
Music:that anna nalick song.
i think i'm going to make my journal friends only...

i'm not trying to hide anything...

but i've had people who are close to me bring up stuff that i've written on lj before... and i didn't even know they read it because they never commented...

i just can't help the way i feel about things... and yeah, my feelings may offend people i care about

but i think it's shady when people read stuff about them and don't bring it up until they're wasted... or looking to pick a fight... or wanting to make me feel bad... etc etc

this isn't because of anyone who is on my friends list, cuz if it was, why would i be making it friends-only...

this is bc of those people who never comment, yet use my emotional tendencies to their advantage

that's not how i roll...

mmmmkay!
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Sunday, May 8th, 2005

Time:8:04 pm.
Mood: sick.
Music:jay z w/ the roots- big pimpin.
R age Against the Machine
A erosmith
C onstantine Maroulis
H ole
E lectric Light Orchestra
L udacris

M aroon 5
A lanis Morrisette
R adiohead
I ncubus
E minem

M etallica
A ce of Base
X zibit
I NXS
N ERD
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Friday, May 6th, 2005

Time:10:29 am.
this semester has been crazy

i'm glad it's over

i've been really happy lately

way more optimistic about things

i managed to get an A in statistics which is AWESOME if you know anything about my math skills

and i have a lot to look forward to this summer... seeing U2, me and jake's 4 year anniversary, canada, seeing AI-which means seeing constantine, who knows what else...

and i'll be knocking two classes out of the way...

i've decided that i only want to work about 3 days a week at gap... saturday, sunday, and maybe like monday nights after class... i don't want to completely ruin my summer with taking two classes

things just feel right... right now

everyone in my life is great

besides one person... but i guess i'll give it time... (no jake it isn't you)

off to burn some cal cals
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Monday, May 2nd, 2005

Time:5:47 pm.

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Rachie is a mystical creature of the earth
Strengths: Making weird faces
Weaknesses: Reality TV
Special Skills: Rationalizing everything
Weapons: Fierce bitchiness
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Sunday, May 1st, 2005

Time:5:56 pm.
so it was a normal day at work

well except that they decided to keep my on-call til 5

and i was pretty pissed off

until i realized that i had just helped




find flip flops
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